Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Right now I am happy with my life, kinda. It is good, I have a great job* getting promoted on Monday*, loving boyfriend, but there is something missing. Not sure what or how to figure it out. Could just be the mood I have been in for the past week, probably brought on by well that time of the month...lol...Happens all the time I tend to get depressed when I am on mine. Sucks, but that's life.
One thing is right now I am not happy with my relationship I want us to move forward , but he is still not ready. I am not sure how much longer I can take. I will be 25 in November and well I am not getting any younger and I would like to have kids in well at least my late 20's, but I don't see that happening. =( *sighs* I have talked to him plenty of times about this subject and well, nothing really changes. I love him with all my heart. I know he is my soul mate, but I am just not sure what to do about it.
I will live. Just thought I would do a real blog.
Until next time Take Care.
|You Are Likely a Third Born|
At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.
In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.
Monday, July 16, 2007
|Your Love Element Is Metal|
In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.
You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.
Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.
You connect best with: Earth
You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other
|Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect|
Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing!
|What Your Sleeping Position Says|
You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.
Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.
You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to take over the whole bed.
You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.
If you don't get enough sleep, you are: In a very bad mood
It's hard to sleep next to you because: You hog the covers.
|Your Psyche is Yellow|
You have a ton of energy - both physical and mental endurance.
You are rational and logical, and you can help almost anyone think clearly.
Optimistic and bright, you also have a secret side that's a little darker.
When you are too yellow: You will do anything to get your way, and no one will be the wiser
When you don't have enough yellow: you lack confidence, drive, and humor
|The Part of You That No One Sees|
You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.
Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.
|How You Life Your Life|
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.
b e s t
1. Male friend: Justin
2. Female friend: Candice
3. Vacation: Mardi Gras in LA
w o r s t
1. Time of day: Afternoon
2. Day of the week: Monday
3. Food: Sushi
4. Memory: Losing My Brother.
l a s t
1. Person you saw: Justin
2. Talked to on the phone: Justin
3. Hugged: Justin
4. Text: ???
5. Messaged over myspace: Matt.
t o d a y
1. What are you doing now: Working on my Blog.
2. Wearing: Pink tank top and Jean Shorts
3. Better than yesterday: No way.
t o m o r r o w
1. Is: Tuesday
2. Got any plans: Nope just working
3. Goal: Get through the day.
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: Having to go to work!
f a v o r i t e
1. Number: 13
2. Song: Save the Last Dance by Micheal Buble
3. Color: Green and Blue also Purple and Pink
4. Season: Winter
c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: Yes
2. Mood: Depressed
3. Wanting: A Drink
True or false.
I am a cuddler- True
I am a morning person- True
I am a perfectionist- True and False
I am an only child- False
I am currently in my pajamas- False
I am currently pregnant- False
I am currently single- False
I am currently suffering from a broken heart- True
I am left handed- False
I am addicted to myspace- False, I can quit anytime I want! Really.
I am online 24/7- False
I am very shy around the opposite gender- False
I bite my nails - False
I can be paranoid at times- True
I currently have a crush on someone- True
I currently regret something that I have done- True
When I get mad I curse frequently- True
I enjoy country music- True
I enjoy jazz music- True
I enjoy smoothies- True
I enjoy talking on the phone- True
I have a cell phone- False
I have a hard time paying attention at school- True
I have a hidden talent- False
I have a lot to learn- True
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal- False
I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy/girl- False
I have all my grandparents- False
I have at least one brother and/or sister- True
I have been told that I am smart- True
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor- False
I have broken a bone- False
I have changed a diaper- True
I have changed a lot over the past year- True
I have done something illegal- True
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color- False
I have had major/minor surgery- True
I have killed another person- False
I have had my hair cut within the last week- False
I have had the cops called on me- False
Mark your confessions:
 I'm afraid of silence.
[x] I Talk ALOT when I get really nervous.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I'm afraid of the dark.
[x] I'm afraid of facing my back to open doors at night.
 I Can't sleep in a room if the door is open
 I am homosexual.
[x] I believe in true love.
[x] I've run away from home
[x] I listen to political music.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I shut others out when I'm sad.
[x] I've stayed out all night.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I watch the news
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I love Disney movies.
[x] I am a sucker for green eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for brown eyes.
[x] I am a sucker for blue eyes
 I don't kill bugs
[x] I curse.
 I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I've slipped and fell in public.
 I've slipped out a "lol" in a real conversation
[x] I love Spam
[x] I bake well.
[x] I have worn pajamas to class.
 I have owned something from Abercrombie.
[x] I want a better job.
[x] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours.
 I love Dr. Phil.
[x] I like someone.
 I like multiple people
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I am self-conscious.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I have tried alcohol.
 I drink alcohol on a regular basis.
[x] I have tried a cigarette.
 I have smoked a pack in one day.
 I read Lord of the Flies.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
 I can't swallow pills.
[x] I have a lot of scars.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I love chocolate.
 I bite my nails.
 I am not comfortable with being me.
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored.
[x] Gotten lost in the city.
[x] Thought of suicide before.
[x] Seen a shooting star...
 Had a menage a trois.
[x] Gone out in public in my pajamas.
 Have kissed a stranger.
[x] Have kissed someone really strange
[x] Hugged a stranger.
 Been in a fist fight with someone of a diff. sex.
[x] Been in a fist fight.
 Been arrested.
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose.
[x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] Made out in an elevator.
 Swore at Liberace.
[x] Kicked a guy where it hurts on purpose
[ ] Been skydiving.
 Been bungee jumping.
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[x] Bitten someone
 Been to Niagara Falls.
[x]Gotten the chicken pox.
[x] Crashed into a car
 been to Japan.
[x] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] Been fired.
[x] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] Stole something from your job.
[x] Gone on a blind date.
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach.
[x] Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
 Been to Europe.
 Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee.
 Been married
 Gotten divorced
[x] Saw someone/something dying.
 have a list of people you want to kill.
[x] Driven over 400 miles in one day.
[ ] Been to Canada.
[x] Been on a Plane.
[x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
 Thrown up in a bar.
[x]Eaten sushi. DON'T like it!
 Been snowboarding.
 Been ice skating
[x] Cried in public.
 Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed.
[x] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have.
[x] Thought of someone a lot
[x] Hate the world.
[x] Love someone who doesn't realize it
01. [x] on the cheek.
02. [x] on the lips.
03. [x] on the hands.
04. [x] on the neck
05. [x] in their room.
06. [x] the opposite sex.
07. [x] of the same sex
08. [x] a little bit younger than me.
09. [x] a little older than me.
10. [x] with black hair.
11. [x] with brown hair.
12. [x] blonde hair and/or blue eyes.
13.  with red hair
14. [x] with a tounge ring
15. [x] shorter than me.
16.  with a lip ring.
17. [x] who I love/loved
18.  who was drunk.
19.  who was high.
20. [x] in the morning.
21. [x] right after waking up.
22. [x] just before bed.
23. [x] late at night.
24. [x] who I had just met.
25. [x] who I really didn't want to kiss.
26. [x] we were just talking not dating.
27. [x] on a bed.
28.  in a graveyard.
29. [x] at school.
30. [x] against a wall/fence
31. [x] in a hotel
32. [x] at the beach.
33.  at a concert.
34. [x] in a pool.
35. [x]was/is a good friend. and or girlfriend/boyfriend
36. [x] in the rain/ snow
37.  with an std
39. [x] in a car/taxi/bus.
40. [x] in the movies.
41. [x] in a laundry room.
42. [x] in the dark.
43.  on a roof top.
44. [x] while they/you were on the phone
45. [x] while they/you were driving
46.  a stranger
47.  more than one person at once.
48. [x] crying
49. [x] goodbye forever
50. [x] when I was drunk.
51.  who didn't speak english
52. [x] in a hot tub
53. [x] upside down
54. [x] someone that no one knows about
55. [x] and it led to more
R- You are too gangster
I-Love is something you deeply believe in.
N-You are the sexiest !!
A- Pretty damn good kisser.
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- your wild and crazy
D-You have trouble trusting people.
E-You're loyal to those you love.
F-People totally adore you
G-You never let people tell you what to do.
H-You have very good personality and looks.
I-Love is something you deeply believe in.
J-Everyone loves you.
K- You like to try new things
L-You have a nice booty
M-success comes easily to you.
N-You are the sexiest !!
O-You love foreplay.
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R- You are too gangster
S-People think you are so sexy.
T-you are one of the best in bed.
U-You are really chill.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive
Z-You like it in the butt VERY VERY HARD.
- I am a Big Beautiful Women! I love myself and I always will! I am a sweet and caring person. I like spending time with my boyfriend Justin. I like reading books and watching movies. I am Sugar Queens Dream's Oldest. I love My Momma very much! She is one funny Women too! Go check her out. http://sugar-queens-dream.blogspot.com/ See ya.