Wednesday, July 18, 2007


Well lets see...

Right now I am happy with my life, kinda. It is good, I have a great job* getting promoted on Monday*, loving boyfriend, but there is something missing. Not sure what or how to figure it out. Could just be the mood I have been in for the past week, probably brought on by well that time of the all the time I tend to get depressed when I am on mine. Sucks, but that's life.

One thing is right now I am not happy with my relationship I want us to move forward , but he is still not ready. I am not sure how much longer I can take. I will be 25 in November and well I am not getting any younger and I would like to have kids in well at least my late 20's, but I don't see that happening. =( *sighs* I have talked to him plenty of times about this subject and well, nothing really changes. I love him with all my heart. I know he is my soul mate, but I am just not sure what to do about it.

I will live. Just thought I would do a real blog.

Until next time Take Care.


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