Saturday, August 25, 2007

Juat wanted....

To let everyone that does read my blog, I will post a new blog soon.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

The Day I became an Aunt to my beautiful Niece Bella...

I remember the Day My sister Jessie told me.

I was napping and the phone rings, my boyfriend Justin picks up the phone and I guess Jess asked to talk to me, so he gave me the phone and I said " Hello" She said " Hi, Aunt Erin" I was like wait a minute are you trying to tell me something? She was like maybe. I sat up at that moment and said "YOU ARE PREGNANT AREN'T YOU?!" She said "YES!"I was like OMG! NOWAY! LOL I was so happy for her. I had a huge smile on my face. I told Justin he is going to be an Uncle. He was happy to, but not as much as me. I couldn't get the smile off my face for the rest of the following week.

The next thing she told me is that I am going to be the Godmother. She said "Well, I was laying here thinking who is going to be the Godmother and then I thought Duh ERIN! So, I thanked her for the gracious title of Aunt/Godmother. LOL

Now the wait. For news and picture's of My Little sister's belly growing with my beautiful baby niece.

After talks on the phone and through pictures on webshots. It came time for he to be born. I so badly wanted to be there. I was not able to be their and everyone understood. See I live four hours away so my trips to see everyone are limited. It kills me because I am am a huge close nit family person. The phone call came from my Mom letting me know Jessie was in labor and at the hospital. Then comes the wait for news of a healthy baby and Mother. It came from my Aunt Janet. My mom called her to call me and tell me. I was at my friends house so Justin gave her the number there. I was so extactic when I got the news.

So like two weeks or was it a week, Can't remember when I got to see this beautiful little baby. I couldn't wait to get up there I was fidgeting in the car. It was a surprise for everyone. I said I was not able to come up like I had planned when I talked to my sister. hehehe Well we get there and well we had to rent a car so my mom does not know it is me. She was talking to my dad on the phone and I hear her say I think Jessie is back, then she was like wait no I don't know who it is. Then I get closer and she is like OMG IT IS ERIN! He comes back with WHO? She goes Erin and wait Justin are here. I had a huge smile on my face. Dad goes I better bring dinner home then. She gave me a big hug and kisses. She was like OMG! Then will busts through the door and gives me this huge hug. We get inside. Sit down. Then she asks does Jessie know. I was like no noone knew. =D So she says shhhhh don't talk. She called Jessie she didn't pick up. Left a message for her to call. Called her again and told her this is really important when you get this message call. So she calls and Moms says you and Robert and the baby have to back come over. So Justin and I are put in the bedrooms when she gets there and Well I guess Justin followed my dad to the door, Because all I hear is OMG What are you doing here. Then I hear ok if you are here WHERE IS SHE!? So I come out of my little brothers room and she tackles me. We hug and hug and hug. Then I say where is my little Niece. She takes her out of the car seat and OMG she is SO TINY! I knew she was 5lbs and 5onz But dang she is tiny. So I hold her and then it is Justin's turn which he is a little hesitant, because she is so small. he doesn't want to hurt her he tells me. I say no Baby hold her. I stayed with my sister while we were there.

The trip ends way to fast. I don't want to let her or my family go. I cry on the way home.

There you have it.

Much Love





Technorati Profile

Monday, July 23, 2007

Meme

It’s very simple. When this is passed on to you, copy the whole thing, skim the list and put a * star beside those that you like. (Check out especially the * starred ones.)

Add the next number (1. 2. 3. 4. 5., etc.) and write your own blogging tip for other bloggers. Try to make your tip general.

After that, tag 10 other people. Link love some friends!

Just think– if 10 people start this, the 10 people pass it onto another 10 people, you have 100 links already!

1. Look, read, and learn. ****
http://www.neonscent.com/blog/

2. Be, EXCELLENT to each other. ****
http://www.bushmackel.com

3. Don’t let money change ya! ****
http://www.therandomforest.info

4. Always reply to your comments**
http://chattiekat.com

5.Blog about what you know & love.*
http://sugar-queens-dream.blogspot.com-

I am new here so I don't have anyone to tag. =(

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

Life....

Well lets see...


Right now I am happy with my life, kinda. It is good, I have a great job* getting promoted on Monday*, loving boyfriend, but there is something missing. Not sure what or how to figure it out. Could just be the mood I have been in for the past week, probably brought on by well that time of the month...lol...Happens all the time I tend to get depressed when I am on mine. Sucks, but that's life.


One thing is right now I am not happy with my relationship I want us to move forward , but he is still not ready. I am not sure how much longer I can take. I will be 25 in November and well I am not getting any younger and I would like to have kids in well at least my late 20's, but I don't see that happening. =( *sighs* I have talked to him plenty of times about this subject and well, nothing really changes. I love him with all my heart. I know he is my soul mate, but I am just not sure what to do about it.


I will live. Just thought I would do a real blog.

Until next time Take Care.
E

The Birth Order Predictor

You Are Likely a Third Born

At your darkest moments, you feel vulnerable.
At work and school, you do best when you're comparing things.
When you love someone, you tend to like to please them.

In friendship, you are loyal to one person.
Your ideal careers are: sales, police officer, newspaper reporter, inventor, poet, and animal trainer.
You will leave your mark on the world with inventions, poetry, and inspiration.

Monday, July 16, 2007

What Element Is Your Love?

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

How Honest Are You?

You Are Very Honest

You tell it like it is, no matter what.
Even if the truth hurts, you'll dish it out.
And while some may get hurt by your honesty...
At least everyone knows where you stand!

About Me

I am a Big Beautiful Women! I love myself and I always will! I am a sweet and caring person. I like spending time with my boyfriend Justin. I like reading books and watching movies. I am Sugar Queens Dream's Oldest. I love My Momma very much! She is one funny Women too! Go check her out. http://sugar-queens-dream.blogspot.com/ See ya.